was planning on sleeping early,
but then i was distracted by Koizora(Sky of love)
the movie.. watched it for the second time and it still made me
cry. it's so sad.. so sad..
Makes me remember things that i try so hard to forget..
the femaile lead mika said at one point of the movie
that she couldn't accept the fact that they were breaking up,
also because she didn't know how to put an end to it because
he was her first love...
maybe i was the same. didn't know how to let go..
learned the hard way :(
maybe until now i'm still in the process of healing..
i myself don't know what's going on, just trying my best
everyday... sometimes it still comes back and bite me.
and then i'll shed a tear, wipe it off, and then i'll forget
until the next flashback.
i still think about it everyday. maybe for one second
when i sit on the bus or ride the train.
so much time passed but i still feel so much haha.

I'M SO SENTIMENTAL!!
but then again,
when i wake up i'm sure i'll think that this post is so weird.

Koizora MV (watch it! and the movie too!)